Posted 5 days ago

The thing about losing your values is that once you’ve lost them, do you really think you can get them back?

We may not know how it will happen but we just have to believe that it will..

I am starting to lose belief.

Posted 5 days ago

Sometimes the wrong decisions lead us to the right places.

Posted 1 week ago

During my commute home I saw an advertisement for the international auto show at the javitz center and

.. and for years I’ve had friends who have gone and honestly, I would really love to go. But in all seriousness, the one true thing that holds me back is how insecure I feel around 90% naked, defined by man as “drop dead gorgeous”, “flawless”, “jaw-dropping” women.

I mean perhaps I’m one of those people who are disappointed with the objectification of women. But somehow instead I find myself feeling angry with men who buy into the objectification even more. By posting or reposting photos on fb or Instagram like a true “dawg”, or drooling over car models and getting giddy as though a hot body is what they truly dream of and desire and need in a woman. Not that a girl shouldn’t strive to be healthy and physically beautiful NOR that a man can’t fantasize and doesn’t deserve a gorgeous girl.. But it’s completely rational to fear that men can’t see that a girl can be gorgeous without looking full yet flawless.

Totally rational based on the amount of drool that they must mop off the floor.

It’s just that, men and society can fantasize about it but it’s often at the expense of breaking a woman’s confidence.

and of course I’m not speaking about all men. nor all women.

It’s just strange to me that at this age, 23, loving who I am, I’m finding myself more insecure over body image than I could ever remember in my whole life. Caused by fear that what I am will never be enough. Caused by what I see everywhere in everything. No I shouldn’t need some sort of validation.. So maybe I’m just not as confident in my own skin as I thought? Or maybe I just hate men because of my past experiences.

As much as I wanna see the cars.. that’s just why you won’t see me at a car show.

Posted 1 week ago

Housing all this doubt and insecurity.
Locked inside that house.

Posted 1 week ago
Posted 1 week ago

Ya know, being completely honest, nothing can remedy a lonely heart other than the company it longs for

Posted 1 week ago
Classic

Classic

Posted 2 weeks ago

It’s very hard for me not to wear my heart on my sleeve.

Posted 2 weeks ago
euo:

The human heart stripped of fat and muscle, with just the angel veins exposed.

euo:

The human heart stripped of fat and muscle, with just the angel veins exposed.

Posted 2 weeks ago